So, I’ve a bone to pick. Do you realize how hard it is to sit a stepchild’s sport activity next to your husband’s ex and put your best foot forward???? There are things I know that make that extremely hard. I know it is best for both kids for me to do just that. But, is it too much to ask, to get a gold medal or a gold star, or some other gold covered thing, to reward such behavior??? I guess my problem is, I’m still the second grade kid wanting the teacher’s approval and fill that heart with good behavior first, so I can get the prize. How sad is that????? I didn’t say near the things I wanted to, to THAT woman, my husband’s ex. Not to be confused with my step kids mom. You see this is how I get through it, and how I get my husband to get through it. I don’t talk to or have anything to do with my husband’s former wife. However, I will laugh at, pretend to be interested in, and genuinely listen to the kids’ mom. That is something that is important to me. No matter how I feel about her mothering skills, or ability to treat these girls lovingly, she will ALWAYS be their mother. This is something I will NEVER be. Therefore, it is important for me to know, that 2 of the three kids were pigeon toed slightly on their right foot. That the oldest seemed to grow out of it and the youngest is on her way to growing out of it. This is something I care about and have some professional knowledge about. I am a dancer, a ballet, tap, jazz and ballroom professionally trained dancer. I know about muscles and anatomy, not as much as a medical doctor, but significantly more than the average person. This is a very important fact I learned. Had I said the things I wanted to, to my husband’s ex, I would have NEVER learned these facts. But because I was interested in speaking to the kids’ mom, I learned a valuable fact. WOW, that’s what comes to putting your kids (or even your step kids) first, before your need to feel superior or better than your husband’s ex. Now if I can just get my hubby to make me a chart where we can add up those gold stars!! Think it will happen?? Me neither!!! HA!!
