I'm nervous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m nervous.

Evidently my blog posts have taken to relating directly to my feelings!

So, today hubby had a job interview.  This is a good thing, a really good thing.  Neither of us has been employed full time since June.  HOWEVER, this may mean the honeymoon is over.  This man spoils me completely.  I do not cook, hardly ever; mostly due to the fact that I am a VERY picky eater.  I eat like most 7 year olds.  Embarrassing, I know, but hey it works for me.  I like my body (for the most part, I mean, come on I’m an American woman!)  That and trying new things is a difficult concept for me.  Just to go out with my hubby that first time took some long talks, but that’s another story. And I’m rambling, so on to the serious part of the nervousness!!

This new job may also mean more time alone with “my girls”; which is SCARY!!  I mean we are doing well, however, any changes to our current attack plan, could put that into jeopardy. 

Considering it takes money to live in this house, run the electric, gas and cable, and drives to get “my girls” every 12 days, then he needs to land this job.  However, landing it means more time away from not only “my girls” but also more time away from me.  I know that we can handle anything that comes our way, especially with God by our side and with prayer and petition.  But, hey, I’m nervous about it.  So I’m telling you all about it!!  Hoping and praying it makes me feel better.

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Oh yeah, not many people read this blog, cause I’ve decided for “my girls” sake to keep it anonymous; so that I feel free to express my real feelings.  However, no one comments and tells me I’m not crazy.  To a woman who craves “words of affirmation”, this may not have been the smartest way to go about expressing myself.  However, I couldn’t find another way.  Hmmmmm. . . . . . .

Praying for strength and wisdom, and the ability to love “my girls” like no other, I will talk to the blog world the next time I have the self-motivation I get to actually blog.

P.S.  Anybody have any good remedies for motivating oneself?????????  I’m thinking getting the hubby out of the house on a regular basis and forcing my butt to actually fend for myself, may be the best one!  HA!  However, may not be the easiest one!!  YIKES!!  Please, PRAY FOR ME!!!